Number 51.

[testdriveme]

[Private; Hackable to friends, especially all those hooligans]

I don't think I can do this anymore. I stepped outside my safe zone, and now I feel like I've made a huge mistake. I have detention. I'm going to lose my Prefect badge. They're going to write to my parents. And I can't even remember half of what I did that night.

I just need to.. go back and leave this all alone. I can't make up for everything I did, but I can try.

Comments

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I can't even remember if I did.

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Trust me.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

You're not going to tell me, are you..

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Well, If you were having a miserable time, I don't think you would have kissed so many people.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I did what?

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

You threw yourself on everyone.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

[Oh, no.]

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Very affectionate, like a kitten.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I don't think I can look at anyone again..



When you say "everyone", you mean... everyone?

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Oh, wow, totally. Everyone. Me, and Soul, and Georgia, and Lauren, and Firo, and Puck... oh, especially Puck.

and that sad old man who bought you a drink earlier.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

[Why did you have to say Puck? Life is over.]

Great. Now I have to live with that for the rest of my life.

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

It's fine Link, you're just a no beer queer one beer queer. It happens to everyone, really.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

What does that even mean? And if it happens to everyone, why was I the only one who did anything like that?

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

It's really exhilarating to do something bad sometimes. You were just excited.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

No. I was stupid.

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Or brilliant!

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

You don't think... everyone remembers, do you?

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Wow, oh, not everyone, but most. Probably.

filtered;

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

Do you think you'll have time to talk later?

filtered;

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Oh, wow, of course. I don't have detention yet. What's on your mind?

filtered;

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

You know. Just... things.

filtered;

[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Oh wow, I understand. We'll talk about it soon, okay? But don't hold it inside too long.