Number 51.

[testdriveme]

[Private; Hackable to friends, especially all those hooligans]

I don't think I can do this anymore. I stepped outside my safe zone, and now I feel like I've made a huge mistake. I have detention. I'm going to lose my Prefect badge. They're going to write to my parents. And I can't even remember half of what I did that night.

I just need to.. go back and leave this all alone. I can't make up for everything I did, but I can try.

Comments

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

It won't matter what I say.

[puckinyourmom.livejournal.com]

Why do you just assume it'll go the worst possible way?

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

How can you be so calm about everything?

[puckinyourmom.livejournal.com]

I just figure that in ten years, it's not gonna matter that we snuck out and got in trouble on a field trip when we were sixteen. Next year, it probably won't even matter. I don't sweat it unless it's important.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I wish I could think like that.

[puckinyourmom.livejournal.com]

It's not that hard, is it?

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I've lived my whole life worrying about my reputation and what people think of me.

[puckinyourmom.livejournal.com]

When it all settles down, you'll have major brownie points, they'll think it's badass.

[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

As long as it makes sense to you, I guess.

[puckinyourmom.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Everyone will forget about it in a couple weeks.