Number 55.

[testdriveme]

My mum and dad wrote to me saying they're going to Italy for the summer. They'll only be home for a week when I get out of school, and then they'll be gone until August. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself for nearly three months.


[Private to Cassie]

I need your opinion on something.

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[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I think I'm allowed to be selfish for once. I've always done what I was told.

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[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

I don't envy any girl that ends up with you.

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[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

If you don't want anything to do with this, that's fine. I'll just figure things out for myself.

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[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

Wow, Link, because you're doing so well on your own.

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[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

You don't know what this is like for me, okay?

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[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

It would be so much easier if you were honest with yourself.

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[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

Did you ever think, maybe, the only reason I think I could like Puck is because everyone keeps telling me I do? Or being told I must be gay because why would a straight guy care about how he looks so much?

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[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

[inkblots]

Oh... wow, Link. And I thought I was one of the few people not trying to force you into any sort of box.

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[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

You might actually know who you are and what you want, but what am I supposed to do?

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[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

You're never seem happy Link. What would make you happy? Honestly.

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[testdriveme.livejournal.com]

I just.. don't really know.

You don't have to help me do this, Cassie. I don't want to put you in an awkward position.

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[lovelycassie.livejournal.com]

This isn't about me Link. I just hope you understand yourself without hurting anyone.